When the nurse comes to take vitals,
I am arched over you,
your mouth latched and suckling milk
from my body. Veins expand
spreading a blue-linked weave across
my chest. Your little liver
struggles to process and skin turns gold
as the mummy child I saw
at the Vancouver Museum. (He was embalmed
with the care given a king—
wrapped in flaxen cloth, tarnished with gum.
Curators believed they held
the youngest preserved pharaoh.
It was a great disappointment
when forensic evidence found him
to be a simple merchants son.) Common,
the nurse assures me, your son’s jaundice
The casket-shaped cradle gleams
beneath the sun lamps in the corner.
The nurse instructs me to put you
The museum’s glass case, well lit,
haloed the child’s arms arranged
to cradle himself in a darkness
his mother could not enter.
She labored for him to always
have the feel of her sentinel body—
carried him carefully as though he would wake,
and laid him down gently,
as though he were not already broken.
I push my hand through
the small hinged door,
touch your chest pulsing inconstantly
as a flame’s flicker. My body
spliced open by your face
breaking to surface,
pours blood on the rocker—
pooling where I sit,
watching you learn to breathe
Deity Atum-Ra was said to have arisen
from the gold
center of a blue lotus—
out from a dark
he grew as light.
died in a street accident—
a wooden cart
with spokes like rays
rolled over him,
easy as a day turning.
I see a boy, a thousand years past,
chasing streaks of gossamer
trails leading to a road that’s bound
to the horizon. His fingers rising,
away from her hands, towards
the flashing blue arch of a goddess.
this is eternity enough